Posted by Anonymous on 2012/04/18 under Uncategorized In a very depressed mood. I loved this boy for 5 years now. And he knows trust me he knows. We are really close friends like nothing can break our bond. While I’m more than happy with our bond I still feel really scared and sad. There are others who like him but I’m not worried about the since he don’t like them. But just now my best friend told me that her friend is going out with him. Right before she told me I was going to message her saying that he sent me messages saying im pretty, beautiful and cute! I’m heart broken. I knew this day would come but I’m just do sad. I really thought I had a chance. With semi coming up i thought I got make. Good impression on him. I sent him a message saying I’m happy. I know he knows thy I’m not really. If he’s happy than I’m suppose to be happy right? I…I want to run away somewhere far far away an hide in a corner and be left alone forever. I’m so scared of losing this love. I love him. More than anyone. She has NEVER been there for him. I always have even when he went through times. Why can’t he see that? I just want to cry and cry and cry! What should I do? Someone please help me! I’m heartbroken!